Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts

Thursday, December 6, 2012

First winter snow incident

Every one once in their life wishes to experience the snow.

December 2, 2012
5:40 AM
I was awakened by God when my feet rushed me to the toilet, then after peeing I looked outside and saw the white crystallized ground. My first reaction with a very low voice was "Wwwwoooohhhww". It was an enchanting and dramatic moment of my life, I couldn't imagine at that time another wish in my bucket list will be crossed out. I'd been wishing this ever since and at last they're just right in the corner. It occurs to me that I should probably wake up my cousins, right there I ran back to the room and whispered "Ate, Nag-i-snow na!" to my cousin's ear. She maddingly opened her eyes went to the window and exultingly screamed "WAaaahhh!!!" She did the same, she ran toward the room and breathlessly jumped which lasted for 3 minutes. Impromptu, we'd worn our usual outdoor attire and dressed up anticipating first time good pictures with it and so we went out just like kids, played, laid, and enjoyed our first time.

And certainly right in my hands, the fluffy, powdered granules of the ice which melts on my face brought aid to my lonely heart, it was a magical feeling. At that moment in my life I wished that my love is beside me, hugging me tight as he could or we could have a snow balls fight, or we could build our own snowmen family, or we could have a romantic walk while it is snowing or right when it is about to snow as we are gently holding each other's hand or better yet, its nice to walk into our warm home while we drink some hot cocoa sitting next to a fireplace watching the snow with him. As if our love has no end.

Since then, just in a flash I have witnessed and felt the importance of snow.

Here are some of the shots------>>>>>>>

























Tuesday, November 20, 2012

When you wish upon a star


I always believe in the idea or in the superstition of hoping for wishes granted when you pray and wish when you see a shooting or falling star. Today I am happy that one of my wishes for this year came true (I got my early birthday gift- My canon dslr). Remember that every wish has to wait for its right time to be in your own hands. When you are frustrated about something that you force everything to happen, chances are you might receive substandard class and you loose the chance of having the best of what you deserve. Or somebody will enjoy what should be yours but because you can't wait, you steal chances then after awhile, you will feel busted because it's not really for you Karma happens.



Face the facts:
#1. Not all is possible to have- Don't be so Idealistic. Not all is for you, not everything will be in accordance of what you want nor what you wished. We can't have it all so instead, learn to wish for something achievable and useful. Not all will be ours but stay intact and still, hope for the best and work with what you have at the moment.
#2. Some things are freely given like a bonus. So lucky you to gain something without breaking your bones or feeling sweat. Cherish, enjoy  and share that precious gift. There is a reason why we receive everything in surprises.


Now, I'm keeping myself on a positive outlook. I enjoy capturing landscapes, places, events, people, food, things, everything in the universe and you know my most favorite subject is? The picture above shows my addiction. When the world is asleep, when the sun is down, I'm dying to take photos of stars. Although it's freezing me outside looking at them every night, they never fail to make me feel good at the end of the day. They are my listener, they're my happiness, they're my company, they're my friend, my hope, there is my love.


Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Broilers & Eggs

When i was a kid, my uncle used to have his broilers in a barren at the back of their house, and there was a day where I hatched some piece of the laid eggs. Oh wait I'm talking 'bout them cause of the vision I have tonight.  



Since I dream to have my own poultry farm, I'm gonna make a business plan for this investment. I expect that it would be hard at first because of the fact  that I never had an experience of taking care of 'em not even a chic. It may or may not be an easy money but i know that this is something I would love to have.
BUSINESS is the only way to be wealthy enough to support myself, my family and my future. 
We know that it ain't easy to be separated or away from our families and loved ones for a long period so I think it is time for me to start saving money from what i can do here in Denmark then sooner or later reach this simple ambition so that my sacrifices would be worthy and beneficial in the long run.

The funny fact is I am really fond of Chicken and eggs and if I'd be something edible I'd like to be EGG
Hahahaha See? I catch you smiling. But because egg is a kind of common food in our daily life, it contains abundance, it has a lot of use, it is convenient and it is very beneficial I'd choose to be it. Now you had a better understanding why egg.

The sad part is they live fast and die young, that's the life of a broiler.

Today I envision myself as a happy business owner. I need enough knowledge, capital, good plan, good place, good work, determination and proper management. This business must be a success!

Target year: 2014
Proposed budget: P.100,000.00

Sunday, August 12, 2012

A future letter: "40 years from now"

"40 years from today"

To my dearest friend,

     Dia duit! conas atá tú? How's your life? It's been years since we last talked. I am residing now here in Ireland with my husband ____________________. I'm sure you know him cause he is my boyfriend since I'm at 20's. Fortunately, we have 4 kids, 2 boys and 2 girls. We really had a tough time on our first 10 years here figuring out our lives together. Luckily we've found our path unwinding. My husband and i decided to live here permanently.
                                                                       
Let me tell you about our wonderful kids...

Our first born, ELISHANTA CHARDENISSE (girl) finished her law degree here in Ireland. She's a very intelligent lady like her father. When she was a kid, she argued and fought her drunken father because my husband had a fling. She is a very strong mother now living with her own family with one kid in Carrickfergus. As i recall, she knew how to take care of our family and i believe that is what she's applying to her own now. We already have a loving grand child. Oh my God, Lolo and lola na kami for 5 years. =)

Our second child, my first son ARJITE CERCES just graduated in college and he's planning to take up his masters degree in Australia next year. We already have an engineer in our family yey. He was a shy typical man who knows only his best friend, family and music so I never thought that he'll have a lot of girls. He became playboy after his best friend married a business man in America when they were separated by fate. My boy has changed a lot and is maturing when it comes to love. After a few years of being broken he met this Filipina in a gathering. He said that after his masters degree, he'll marry that girl who love him at all times, his girlfriend for years now. I'm always excited about his shaking-sweet stories cause i can relate, thinking about my years of loving his father, kinikilig parin ako every now and then. Oh by the way they just got engaged last month. Remember when i was talking to you about proposals? He did it with the help of his father! =)

Our third child is named CLYDE XERDEN, still a high school student and a music genius, he's now conducting their choir at school and at church. Oh, he sings very very well he has a lovely angelic voice. One time this summer he asked me a lot of things from my past. Because he knows that i am very active at church and i had friends in the seminary (who are now priests) at my younger years, I gave him a mother's piece of advice. My son feels that he has a calling for priesthood, and he's thinking about trying that vocation. Now i know the feeling of a mother where she might not see any grand child from her baby boy. But whatever path he'll chose I'll never stop supporting him. I'll always be proud of him whatever he may be. I was just so surprised when he revealed that to me and to his father. =)

And then at last we have our baby girl, the youngest, SETHENA DRIXANIELLA who is still a ys 7 student. Like us she is very talented. Our baby girl love arts, music, fashion and business. I think she'll be a very good artist someday. She got everything we have. She's the spoiled lil' brat of my husband. What a very gorgeous baby. =)

I am very blessed with my family life here. My husband and i are still in the shipping and general merchandise business. Since we'll be celebrating our 25th year of having the business, on January we'll visit Philippines again and we'll to try to build a small foundation that would be a shelter of our homeless elderly people.  Time to return and give back the favors we received from our God.

On our 40th anniversary this October, me and my husband are planning to have a long vacation in ph. We'll visit our home, the STO. DOMINGO CHURCH, Q.C. we're devotees of La Naval de Manila, Our Lady of the Holy Rosary so we'll join the yearly 9 days novena and grand procession. We'll celebrate the birthdays of my parents as well. Then we'll visit Ilocos or Batanes, and we'll climb Mt. Pulag where he proposed to me way back. So I hope you can join us there. Can you imagine? We've been married for 40 years and still counting. They say we no longer look a lot than our actual age, we look younger and healthier. Hahaha We've changed a lot. Our relationship grows stronger and deeper each day. He still want my cupcakes present when we'll date in MOA. I never thought I'll  have him like this and that he'll take care of me always. I'm very thankful and grateful to our Father in heaven because of this wonderful life he has bestowed upon us.

Oh well, there are a lot to say about my life. I'm very proud of it, happy and blessed with my life my dear friend. I can't wait to hear your stories so i hope you'll write some for me too. I can't promise to chat with you often but just leave me an email and i'll respond as quickly as i can. Do not hesitate to talk to me okay? Share. I am hoping to see you and your life this October. I miss you my friend, take care. Love lots.

Sincerely yours,

-Cha