Sunday, July 29, 2012

The love of my life




I've been listening to the song "Love of my life" by Jim Brickman for over a week now and it keeps on tuning in my head. Yes, definitely it is not an ordinary song as it touches my heart every time i listen to it.

Forgive me as i sound like a hopeful child while i tell you this: I always think of wedding songs i would like to be played on my wedding day. And this song, is arr-like (my tears are falling now).

If God would stop dicing and would ask me to select... It is ____ (He knew my choice).
Perhaps i've already met my husband to be.
Or maybe I'll meet him not just soon.
It could be God, who is not yet decided for what kind of life he would want me to have. 

Anxious me. Because of this song, i couldn't stop wondering.


Dear God, 

          Whoever he is... I thank you because i know you'll give me the just person. I promise to take care of him, make sure he is happy, and i promise to love him all my life. If that right time comes to have our own family, We'll be good and responsible parents. We'll use music to serve you. I know life wouldn't be that easy, but we'll use our energy for you. You'll be the center of my dreamed family so that we are protected. And now I'm being ambitious, sorry but yes i do. This such simple life is what I hope you give to me.

*** Whatever is your plan Lord, I'll be strong and I'll face it. I'll be responsible. Please always guide me when I'm making decisions. You know how much i love you Lord, you know what's in my heart, my real heart's desire. In the end, i surrender everything and let your will be done 



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