Đừng lo Ate Nga!

Bạn bao nhiêu tuổi? 72 that was the first answer you gave me when I asked your age. Smart me that I got that answer right away and managed to have that getting to know conversation. Time's fast.

I was questioning myself what went wrong with you. Today I want the world to know this someone who's very special to me. She's my sister by choice of our Father in heaven. I was given to her and she's to me for God's great purpose only us could feel as sisters.

She taught me to live my life to the fullest.

She's very wise, good at almost all things, someone who's not so beautiful (joke), a happy person despite of hers. She who takes time to be with me to do funny simple happy things together, someone who never failed to cheer me up, someone who has the capacity of hitting my nape or forehead whenever I'm at the state of my stupidity. Someone who shares her own food and strength to me to make me feel good. She always try to help me to bring out the best of me. She encourages me more than a real sister can do. She is real, she is especial and wonderful. Dear Ate Nga, I wouldn't lie to you here. Tôi bị lạc. I'm getting more than sad whenever I see you sad or quiet. There's this awkwardness between us for the past 3-4 days and I don't want what's going on. I can't let you to be always like that, be fair to me ate.. You all know what I've been through but I hate that you are not telling me how you really feel. I can understand you Đừng lo... I am really worried to you even if you say you're just fine because I can see that you're troubled this day. You're changing a little bit. I am afraid to wake up one day without you here in Copenhagen. I know people come and go but like what I've told you, you're one of those people who I really treasure and love. Thank you for helping me to stand against and again. For teaching me. Bạn thật tốt! For loving me as your little sister. I wish that we will still continue our sisterhood until the end of our lives. Even if we are apart, got boyfriends or get married and have kids. I want to grow old knowing that I always have you as my big sister. Ate... Tôi thích đến Việt Nam một ngày nào đó and have good days with you there someday. Đừng lo! Tôi yêu bạn!

 Dear Father,

Thank you for allowing us to meet in this world. I pray for her good fortune and success in life. She's a great sister so please reward her of a very blessed and happy life. Let her always feel your love. Make her more beautiful because she needs that (kidding aside hahaha). Make her always safe and secured. Bless her father as she is always a blessing to us. I pray for our sisterhood to have no end for I love her like a real sister too. Father, grant her a peaceful mind and lastly, please select the best for her as you direct her toward her future plans. Thank you Father.

-Bong hee moon gyu young. LOL! Cha

The less of hope, the hotter the love.

I would like to begin with questions:

1. Have you ever been rejected by somebody who you REALLY LOVE?

2. Have you ever dumped somebody who REALLY LOVE you? 

None of the questions sound easy to answer. Questions after a question follow. How do you love? Until when can you love? How did you know that you are inlove? How could you say that you are really loving somebody? On and on, never ending q&a's there.

Lately, Love has been driving me so crazy. And now i know, this is how you feel when someone dumped you. I thought to be away from him will stop the love, emotions and deep attachment i have for him. But no, I just love him harder. Although often I'm loosing hope. 

Dear God, 

First of all i want to say thank you for this period of my life. Certainly it deepens my understanding a lot and i'm learning through it. Just please always look after us especially to my wounded heart. I weep and weep. My heart is badly bruised. Father I pray to stop my heart breaking. I pray for everything between us to become fair, just and fine. For whatever reasons why you entrusted this cross to me father i will take it. Just give me an intense strength and more love. 

"Around the world people love, we sing for love and dance for love, we compose poems and stories about love, we tell myths and legends for love, we kill for love, and we die for love." 

Precious days

I have not written anything about my stories for awhile because of my busy schedule. Busy for my duties at home, busy for my language course, busy for the church. There comes a time when i felt like I had no enough time for myself to continue my passion of arts, photography and music. More often I miss my old life with some old people within. I've often wonder how are those people I care most does their life at the current time despite of their very tight sched at work, family and social activities. I'm honored to know that God has given me a lot of people here who could comfort me when loneliness and emptiness strikes. Who could give me much of their time just to encourage me to continue my life and to make me feel valued. I am blessed with these people who also stay in contact with me even if the only way is online; twitter, skype or g+. However I often think about this friend of mine who I thought would care for me the most despite, I am afraid I am wrong. My heart beats fast everytime I see his name or everytime i get the chance of hearing something about him.

Last week of April, the first winter experience of my life had come to end. My friend said it's very surprising that even though it's already spring time the weather is still not that warm. 

About a week ago, I went out and bike alone along this majestic place in Hellerup-Charlottenlund and as I've always been, I get more than a fascinated feeling of happiness. That feeling like you are living in a wonderland. All you get are fresh air, clean sorroundings, beautiful sky, beach, and forest. Only good mountains are missing here. 

I was a bit surprised as well when I saw some blooming cherry trees aside from watching dasies, lillies, roses and other flowers bloom everywhere. And in this little forest where I sat down on a bench?  That is where I witnessed the leaves slowly falling apart from the trees, gracefully swaying in the air and merrily rolls in the ground. After that I mum and took photos again.

Today I remember one person who gave me this kind of same feeling at the exact same date last year when we had a date. I always treasure wonderful moments we had. He is so special to me and still loving and praying for him despite. 

Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth. -Mark Twain

Happy 25th ate Joyce!

Parang kahapon lang naglalaro tayo sa Tom's world at nagvivideoke, ngayon birthday mo nanaman. Nakiki ayon ang panahon at pabilis ng pabilis ang mga araw ilang taon nalang magkikita na ulit tayo. Malapit na yun haha.. I hope maging madali na sa atin ang communication para lagi na tayo magkausap.. I miss you ate........... Super. I am really thankful kay Lord as I always say, kasi I know dumaan man ang lang birthday and all we will remain good friends and sisters in Christ. I love you te, and I really mean it. I'll always pray for you.Ingat ka palagi, and I'm just waiting online to share time with you ate... 

Thank you for all. Cheers to your new year!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

I LOVE YOU! 

-CHA

Kakamiss!

M12

Naglakad lakad ako kasama ng mga kaibigan ko sa dalampasigang nagyeyelo sa lamig at habang naglalakad ay hindi napigilan ng aking kaibigan ang magbahagi ng kanyang iniisp patungkol sa nakaraan niyang Marso. Ang pagsasariwa ng magagandang alaala nya ay aking nadama, at ako nama'y tahimik na nakakarelae sa cute nyang experience. Patungkol ito sa kanyang especial na kaibigan.Ang kanyang mga linya ay ganito... Nagsimula nung pinakilala sya ng kaibigan nya sa kanyang kaibigan.

Friend: Crush daw ako ng kaibigan nya. Nung time na yun tinanggap ko sya bilang tagahanga lamang ng mga bagay na nagagawa ko sa buhay ko sa ngalan ng talento sa musika at sining. Naging inspirasyon ako ng kaibigan nya hanggang sa nagdulot ng magandang epekto sa araw araw nya ang aming paguusap. Hindi nagtagal kagaya ng normal na taong may puso, unti unti kaming napalapit sa isat isa at nagkahulugan ng loob. Masaya na mahirap ang aming naging relasyon.
Naghahanap ng lugar kung san magiging malaya sa mata ng publiko na parang mga artista sa showbizz. Madalas na mag-mall ngunit di man lamang magkatabing maglakad o magka-hawak kamay. Isa kasi iyong bawal na pag-ibig ika nga nila. Nagplanong lumayo ng magkasama pero wala ni isa sa mga binalak namin ang natupad. Akala ko noon makakayanan namin ang pagsubok ng distansya pero hindi naglaon kami ay nagdisisyong maging magkaibigan na lamang.

Ngaun ko napatunayang totoo pala yung mga kwento na napapanood ko sa t.v. Noong bata pa ako. Tipong magkaibigan lang kahit na sukdulan ang pagmamahal nila sa isat isa. Natatawa ako noon sa mga inisip kong walang kwentang palabas. Pero mahirap pala talaga yun. Ngayon ko lang rin naiintindihan kung bakit merong mga tumatandang single. Haha

Sa ngayon masaya ako sa nangyayari sa buhay ko (luhang may ngiti) pero hindi ko maitatagong ngangungulila ako sa especial kong kaibigan, Sa king mga kaibigan at pamilyang naiwan ko sa pilipinas. Walang linaw kung kelan ako uuwi. Natatakot ako at wala pang lakas ng loob. Maaring di na muna ako bumalik. Gusto ko kasi makatulong sa kanya, at sa aking pamilya. Isang taon na ang nakakaraan.. Masarap sariwain ang mga kasiya siyang alaala. Lubos kong pinasasalamatan ang Panginoon sa lahat lahat...

Dahil dyan eto ang kanta para sayo kaibigan...  
"Sa isip ko'y yakap ka pa..
Sa isip ko'y walang iba
Mananatiling ikaw ang kapiling
Ngunit sa isip ko na lamang."

Huling mga linya nya ay "Hinahayaan ko nalang ang panahong magdikta para sa amin. Kulang ako... Pero mahahanap ko rin ang destinasyon ko pagdating ng panahon. Kung pwede lang sana.."
Wala ako nasabi kung hindi "hay" sabay akap sa kanya. Naalala ko tuloy ang aking nakaraang marso.

Spring

For it is spring time.

Ice skate

God is in control.

The picture on the right side was how I celebrated the valentines day last year. The lady from the left is one of my beloved friends in ph, and also like a sister so dear to me, She is Ate Joyce. Next in line is Alberta, my magnificent sisterloo too, he manage to have a very high energy all the time. And the man standing at my back is cousin Briant.We had a group date at UP, sunkin garden fair and it was good.





Today, this is how it goes-->
Oooopps. It's not what you think I did. That's our valentines party organized by the youth of St. Anne.

The ladies above are my newest true friends and sisters in Christ.

Starting with Jamie from the left, Sarah and then Anne.

Enjoy the pictures! :)

At Valby train station.

The way home.

ME and Jamie

1 Corinthians 13:4

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

 

I first heard that during the wedding day of my cousin, really I was just an entourage gown collector when I was little, attending weddings and so as a wedding musician, I hear that on and on and I have never understood that, not before- until this day.... 
That is the very perfect description of what love is or what love should be and ever could be. It seems so simple to follow just by reading it but wrong.

5 years ago was the TIME I THOUGHT "THIS IS IT" 
-I kept telling my friends and the crowd that "No, I feel he's for me. It may not too soon as today but I know one day his heart will be mine. That he will chose me.'' All based on what he had made me feel. I was so young and immature about this course in life. My understanding was so narrow. I was darn innocent. Funny to think that I was claiming someone who has never been really attached or devoted to me. Yes twas just a total narrow mutual understanding between us. Realizing that I was never really in-loved with him.

10 months ago was the TIME I THOUGHT "THIS SHOULDN'T BE IT" and that's it. By examining what I've gone through, I think that was the exact quote to describe how I loved. I lifted up everything to God.

For those of you who have met yours, congratulations and hold it up. Consider to upgrade your relationship sometimes. Try to create your plans for the future and how to build your life together.  Maintain each other.  Always be prepared. For you who haven't just keep praying, continue to make yourself a better person and it will come at the most right time. 

When you have it and you feel like it's that, work on it. Be his/ her best companion, be very honest and work on your partnership, it's hard to stay in love I promise you. To love is to experience everything, there's no guarantee that everything will go as smooth as you want. But it guarantees you of a great value and incomparable happy life.

Will you and your partner stand the test of time? Everything is actually up to you two.

Facts:

• True love grows and endures.  
• True love doesn’t have to be a fairytale romance where every moment is a “happily ever after” experience.
• True love undergoes difficulties and overcomes. 
• True love is an experience forged in the fire of life. 
• It is a lesson in patience and perseverance with rewards that last a lifetime.
   

Blank.


:)

I am grateful for my life.

Hey, What's up? How are you doing? How'd you feel today? What's your plan for tomorrow? Would you try new things today? Are ye going somewhere for a walk? What's on your mind now? Are you going to see a special someone today or a special place maybe? What's in there, and who's gonna be with you?


Dear blog,

If I would describe what I have been feeling this year, it is GRATEFULNESS. Today we had the very late celebration of Christmas and new year with Saint Anne's Music Ministry members and it was great. I am grateful that in everyday that I chose to spend with them I always find myself smiling on my way home. I am grateful for having this place, people and ministry in my life. Wala pa ang spring pero nagsisimula na namang magmahal ang puso ko.


Sa aking mahal na Ama,

There are a lot of things na lubos kong pinasasalamatan sayo. Patuloy mo parin akong binibigyan ng direksyon kahit na may mga pagkakataong lumilihis akong kusa sa landas ko.
Masaya kong iniisip na kahit na ganito ako, hindi mo ako inilalayo sa loob mo, at lalo mo akong hinihila papalapit sayo. Panginoon sa araw araw na patuloy akong namumuhay sa ibang bayan, marami akong natututunan sa buhay. Di matatawaran ang mga karanasang aking nadaranasan at aral sa buhay na aking natututunan. Salamat po sa mga taong ipinagkaloob mo sa akin upang kumalinga at gumabay sa akin, nawa'y biyayaan nyo pa po sila ng mas masigla at masaganang buhay dahil sa kabusilakan ng kanilang puso at pagmamahal ng tunay sa kapwa nilang naglilingkod sayo Panginoon. Salamat po sa talentong nagbibigay ng kulay at daan upang magamit ko saan man ako mapunta, batid kong hindi ako ang pinaka-magaling ngunit inilagay mo ako sa posisyong ito. Isang bagong mission at responsibilidad na dapat kong tugunan sa ngalan mo Ama. Alam mong ang tunay na hangarin ng aking puso'ay maglingkod lamang sa iyo kaya naman patnubayan nyo po sana ako sa bawat salitang aking sasambitin, sa aking mga plano, sa aking pakikitungo, sa pakikipagrelasyon sa aming kumunidad, gabayan nyo po ako sa bawat gawain ko na sana'y magawa ko ng tama at walang kulang, hipuin at gabayan mo ang aking mga kamay habang ako'y tumutogtog at nagbabahagi ng musika para sayo Panginoon, hangad kong maipalapit ang puso ng aking mga kapatid sa iyong bigkis sana'y maramdaman nila ang bawat pitik ng aking kamay sa pag-awit ng musika.Ito na marahil ang isa sa mga pinakamagandang iniregalo mo sa akin Panginoon, ni kailanman hindi ko inisip na ganito pala ang dulot ng iyong biyaya sa akin. Panginon, maraming maraming salamat po sa iyong walang sawang pag-suporta at pagmamahal. Patuloy akong mamumuhay araw araw ng may pag-asa dahil sayo. Panginoon, dalangin ko rin po ang kasiyahan ng aking mga kapamilya, kaibigan at mga taong nalulugmok sa kalungkutan at pagkalito na tila hindi makita ang daan patungo sa iyo. Madalas akong napapaiyak dahil sa mga suprises mo, ito ang tunay na buhay. Salamat dahil sa hirap at ginhawa kasama kita. Habangbuhay akong maglilingkod sayo Panginoon, Mahal na mahal ko po kayo.

Where should I go from here?

 :|

Miss you like crazy

   


Even though it's been so long
My love for you keeps going strong
I remember the things that we used to do
A kiss in the rain 'til the sun shine through
I try to deny it but I'm still in love with you
.
CHORUS
I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy
Ever since you went away, every hour of every day
I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy
No matter what I say or do
There's just no getting over you
.
I can see the love shining in your eyes
And it comes as such a sweet surprise
If seeing's believing it's worth the wait
So hold me and tell me it's not too late
We're so good together, we're starting forever now
.
CHORUS (2)
I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy
Ever since you went away, every hour of every day
I miss you like crazy, I miss you baby
A love like ours will never end,
Just touch me and we're there again
.
Just one night
And we'll have that magic feeling like we used to do
Hold on tight
And whatever comes our way we're gonna make it through
.
If seeing's believing it's worth the wait
So hold me and tell me it's not too late
We're so good together, we're starting forever now

And I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy
No matter what I say or do
There's just no getting over you
And I miss you, baby, I miss you, baby
All the chance of love you gave me
When a feeling get's this strong
You know the real thing comes along
.
And I miss you I miss you like crazy baby
Only your sweet love can save me
I miss you like crazy
A love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again
Miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy.

Christmas Dedications

I can't help not to think about my far away loved ones so I wrote letters for you.


Dear Mojc,
Today you celebrated our Christmas party. I waited all day hoping that I could see you via skype but it seems that you'd forgotten me, that I was online awaiting for you. But to move on, I understand and it's ok.
This is the first year of my absence in our annual Christmas party. To my Ate Irene, Vhanj, Rhea, Heidi, Nicka Aj and Lhen, this is the first year that I wouldn't be able to hug you and greet you personally. Remember few years ago? We were hopeless and felt helpless each week, having less than 10 people serving in the choir? Some had even suggested to surrender the service but we didn't stop from there, rather we restarted and renewed our commitments to our Mother. I am really glad we did that and I am happy to see our numbers growing. We were all together in the fight, we solidly dedictated our time, money and efforts to continue the fire burning. Remember the goofy stuffs we made? And oh the charities we've made to happen too? Do you remember when we were on a caroling where this group of men called us to sing for them as they heard us caroling on their neighbor's door and they said "Because of your voices we felt the true spirit Christmas" It's as if they were not sober talking normally to us. I know we are not the finest choir in Sto. Domingo but we're one of a kind. I guess what made us alive is our true dedication and love to serve. I guess that is how a soldier should fight. For the current members, You are the hope of the group, continue to serve and don't stop. Thank you for continuing the legacy which has started 18 years ago. I'll see you in the future.

To my Mukhaad dearest Brothers and Sisters,
I believe I've already said piece before I left physically. I terribly miss the Sunday sessions, especially those people who are really close to my heart. Ate Joyce, Apa, Kuya allecks, Albert, Cam, Toto, Ate Che, Carol, the brothers and friends, I remember going to Ust paskuhan, banio kreek, malls, group dates, Toms world, Dapitan arcade, Tagaytay, and the mad office itself with you. Those? It all made my Sundays extraordinary happy. You were unconscious that I was actually regaining myself thru you. I can't wait to see you. I am certain you are missing me too.. If ever we'll play a game, please I dont want it to be "WHO IS?" because you know I might say Greg instead of Genard. Lols. 

To my Especial friend,
Even if we are try to kill the love we have, even if we chose to stay away from each other, and even if we force ourselves to shut our hearts. We can't win because we can't force to make things happen right away. I've recovered myself from our painful cut. I couldn't force myself to erase everything about you or you alone in my heart and my thoughts, I mean I've tried, but I only looked miserable and desperate. So, I think I should stop doing so. Maybe it's merely because of the anecdote I forgot to use, they said that "There is no remedy for love but to love more" It's applicable therefore, I've decided to let go now, to surrender all to our God and to silently continue my love for you as a friend. 

To all my friends,
May you feel the God's presence not just this Christmas season but in everyday of your lives. May he grant you the desires and wishes you are always praying for. May you serve as an inspiration to others by doing God's will in your simplest way. See you around.

To my Family, 
Thank you for being at my back, we can do this! I love you all.

And to my  self,
You made it! You deserved a well blessed Christmas. Start the new year with a glowing heart and stronger faith. Don't lose your track, stay focus, positive and happy whatever comes to happen. Open your heart, and free it. Spread your wings now, and do what you love.

I want to thank all of you for contributing such joyous moments in my year.
As I move forward everyday, and every week miles away from you, also I always look forward to serve again someday and to be with you for good. Mahirap pala talaga mapalayo sa buhay na kinalakihan mo, sa lugar kung san ka natuto, sa nakasanayan mo, at sa mga taong pinakamamahal mo. I hope you are all doing fine.

Have a blessed Christmas world.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY!

CHEERS!

Christmas Reflection

For the past few days I was browsing old pictures on my facebook account where I've been tagged in so many albums, with different people, different events, each of them has different stories. I seriously wanna thank Mr. Mark Zuckerberg for founding, recording and operating facebook which where I could see my life's most important memoirs, from the birth of that profile account until now. 

During my teenage years I was actively serving at church and performing thru music. I served 2 Churches in every week. I sing, teach the choirs, piano, I've committed my life in my passion. Of course my life is not perfect (well no one has), My life has a lot of down sides too. I wasn't born with a golden spoon in my mouth. In the year 2009 My mother lost her job which was our main source of income at that time, after a year and first semester, I stopped from school. It was so hard for me to accept that kind of situation. I had been so frustrated because of that fate. I needed to work for us. I had loosen my comprehension, and I didn't understand why all those have to be in my life. But somehow we found a temporary solution to make up the challenges we have then. We're still in the process of re-establishing what we've lost, and on our way to achieving our goals. After those times, I felt I've lost or damaged the integral part of my passion.

Then after few years, here I am. Because of all those trials, I've become stronger and braver. I am more exposed with the various types or venues where and how to learn, to feel even and to play fair in the game called life. By flashing back all that has happened in my life, I would only want say THANK YOU to our dearest Father in heaven. He has made me a true believer of his will, he was above all my courage and strength, he has made my everyday bright or at least cloudy. He gave me wonderful people to encounter, to learn something with, to be my company, or just to be my friends forever. He granted me a very meaningful times. He brought me somewhere I was only dreaming of when I was a kid. I realized that those things are bound happen because they have to.

In Denmark, during winter season we only have 5-6 hours daylight, the rest of the hours are to dim. It is reminding me everyday about these sayings,

 "Life is too short; Enjoy each day as if it is your last." 

"We live, as we die" 

Maybe God has programmed us and everything surrounds us, like that or as it is because he have to. He manage to balance all. 

In a conversation I had with Ate Deng she gave me unsolicited advises which I would like to re-consider and always be reminded of .


Me: oo nga po, naku ate deng, bata pa ako para magasawa.. 
Deng T: I'm sure na mimiss mo ang simbang gabi at ang pagkanta dito 
Me: Super ate.. super namimiss ko na ang Sto. Domingo!
Deng T: Well, that's true, altho may advantages ang maagang pag-asawa like me. At least mga anak ko tapos na and i am now enjoying my life bago sumakit mga gulugod ko, hehe 
Me: It depends rin kasi ate deng. First I need to have a stable status before that. Second, wala pa yung taong magpapasakal sakin.. haha  
Deng T: Hay naku, hingin mo na lang kay Lord. Yung someone he will prepare for you and that you will be prepared by Him for that person para pagnagkita kayo, alam niyo you are meant for each other. Mahirap din yung may sarili kang idea ng guy na gusto mo. Pag iyon ang nakita mo, kahit gaano pa kagwapo, eh siguradong may mali for you. Mas hanapin mo yung true friendship and partnership. Yung love emotion, pagnainis ka, nagbabago yun. Yung true friendship will have the test of time. Basta try to see the world at a young age, ipagdasal mo rin na kung siya yung right person for you ay malaman mo thru the gift of God's wisdom. Baka hintay ka ng hintay at the same time nakafocus ka lang dun, di mo naririnig yung sagot, di pala siya. Nag-ubos ka lang ng oras and your youth. Mahirap magsisi sa huli.One other advice pala- Always, always magnify the Lord. Offer everything as in everything for the glory of his name. I realized He will also magnify you. Yun lang and mag-ingat ka lagi. Send a msg lang pag may kelangan ka. A blessed christmas to you. Baka sinasabi ni Lord, di lang sa santo mo siya makikita. Kelangan spread your wings, you are needed elsewhere! 
Me: Wow.. opo I will.. Eye opener. tama ka ate.. 
Deng T: Another advice- dream only on God's dreams for you and you will never be disappointed or sad. Ako, i live my day asking the Lord always what he wants me to do, where he wants me to go, etc. and i am amazed at his majesty. He has brought me to heights, i have never dreamed of, nor anyone has brought me to! 
Me: Tama ka ate! I should continue what I've started.. with my full trust in him. Hay love your advices te deng! salamat po! 
Deng T: Unquestionable Obedience, yan ang tumimo sa puso ko during the simbang gabi novena masses. And Mary is the best example. You should now compose and sing your own Magnificat. Pagnagawa mo na, parinig ha! 
Me: haha. sige po ate... tama ka. 


I think I've given myself enough time. I think it is about time to continue my life,  It's time to regain myself and this shall be my rebirth. 

Prayer: 

Lord, Give me insight to know your will. Then I will cherish it with all my heart.

Have a Merry Christmas everyone! :)

The perks of being a wallflower

 Here's another must read and must watch novel! 

Important Quotations

• "We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve"
• "I Would Die For You, But I Won't Live For You."
• "Even If We Don't Have The Power To Choose Where We Come From, We Can Still Choose Where We Go From There."
• “He's A Wallflower. You See Things. You Keep Quiet About Them. And You Understand.”
   It's just a great novel.

   

   

Try to understand quickly why. ------>>>> The Literary Tree: 'We accept the love we think we deserve' - The Per...: This is a gem of a book, often labelled as the Catcher in the Rye for this generation, but it is completely unique in its own right too...

Do it or not?

We Filipinos are very active and agitated when we celebrate the most awaited season of each year. We barely settle for nothing, we join parties, we look for friends, family members, loved ones to have gift exchange or to simply gather and stay with them for whatever reason. I'm gonna ask you to put yourself on my shoe cause I need you, help me. I have only one question yet I feel confounded with this simple crap. 

My goal is just to call him long-distanced, personally talk to him, hear his voice, hear his answer from the "how are doing?" question, greet him and that's it. 

To call or not? He's a friend who was so very dear to me. I would not give details of why I'm confusing myself but I am giving you insights. 

First, I think I'd be biased if I wouldn't greet him on Christmas or to this upcoming New Year. I've called my family and friends but I haven't done it for him. Let me mention our condition that we are trying not to communicate as long as it's not needed.

Second, I don't think he will greet me first so I am trying to convince my mind to do the first move. 

Lastly, I'm not sure if I'm all set. I'm terrified.

Should I just make a blog-letter or I should give him a call and just do it? What do you think?

Perhaps Love

Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home
Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through
Oh, Love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don't know
Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside
Thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be on you
And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
Some say they don't know
Perhaps love is like the Ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside
Or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be on you

It's always one of my favorite songs I'm sharing this beautiful rendition of my Idol Ms. Aiza Seguerra.