May I report

It's been a long  time and so I'm back!

For the past few weeks I've been overwhelmed and occupied by various engagements and responsibilities which helped me to cope up everyday from being homesick, friend-sick, and lovesick. 

May 2013 had been so good to me and nailed 3 things I can never forget in my whole life.I have been blessed with so many wonderful things in life. First I passed my first module of Danish language examination. Secondly, I finally spent a day in the Vatican City where I also joined the Holy Mass, God t'was an amazing, fabulous, and beautiful day. I should write some more about my travel in Rome within a few. Then, third moment I'll always cherish is the day I had first conducted the Choir of Sankt Anne's Kirke during the 2nd Catholic International Concert, the concert goofed me. Everything went smooth and nicely done, several foreign nationals joined and I've received praises and positive outcomes about how we performed and how I handle the choir. Only I wish that my loved ones were there to witness that great event in my life. Oh well, I'll get back to you on that in a few days. 

Although my life sounds great at the moment, I have to be honest that most of my days I still feel empty and sometimes unhappy (It's not time to make drama here harhar!). In Denmark life is ssssssssoooooo fast. Everything should be done on time. 70 percent of the residents' lives was already organized before they were born. Comparing to Philippines, here you can easily get most of the things you need because of their good governance. I am so pleased to be here and to live here. Denmark is almost perfect.

I have tons of realization in life and I could say for my 8 months here, I am more matured. Have I changed a lot? Well, according to my stats I'm getting more fats day by day and I could be really fat within a few months if I would not control myself off from delicious food. My heart never changed, I still do what I love doin' and follow what my heart is telling. Am I smarter than yesterdays? Of course and I can guarantee you. Jokes!

Anyway I have lined up my good ideas waiting to be written I just hope to have enough time for it.
For now, I have to say goodbye as it's already late here, so I'll see you again in the next couple of days? Thank you. :)

Đừng lo Ate Nga!

Bạn bao nhiêu tuổi? 72 that was the first answer you gave me when I asked your age. Smart me that I got that answer right away and managed to have that getting to know conversation. Time's fast.

I was questioning myself what went wrong with you. Today I want the world to know this someone who's very special to me. She's my sister by choice of our Father in heaven. I was given to her and she's to me for God's great purpose only us could feel as sisters.

She taught me to live my life to the fullest.

She's very wise, good at almost all things, someone who's not so beautiful (joke), a happy person despite of hers. She who takes time to be with me to do funny simple happy things together, someone who never failed to cheer me up, someone who has the capacity of hitting my nape or forehead whenever I'm at the state of my stupidity. Someone who shares her own food and strength to me to make me feel good. She always try to help me to bring out the best of me. She encourages me more than a real sister can do. She is real, she is especial and wonderful. Dear Ate Nga, I wouldn't lie to you here. Tôi bị lạc. I'm getting more than sad whenever I see you sad or quiet. There's this awkwardness between us for the past 3-4 days and I don't want what's going on. I can't let you to be always like that, be fair to me ate.. You all know what I've been through but I hate that you are not telling me how you really feel. I can understand you Đừng lo... I am really worried to you even if you say you're just fine because I can see that you're troubled this day. You're changing a little bit. I am afraid to wake up one day without you here in Copenhagen. I know people come and go but like what I've told you, you're one of those people who I really treasure and love. Thank you for helping me to stand against and again. For teaching me. Bạn thật tốt! For loving me as your little sister. I wish that we will still continue our sisterhood until the end of our lives. Even if we are apart, got boyfriends or get married and have kids. I want to grow old knowing that I always have you as my big sister. Ate... Tôi thích đến Việt Nam một ngày nào đó and have good days with you there someday. Đừng lo! Tôi yêu bạn!

 Dear Father,

Thank you for allowing us to meet in this world. I pray for her good fortune and success in life. She's a great sister so please reward her of a very blessed and happy life. Let her always feel your love. Make her more beautiful because she needs that (kidding aside hahaha). Make her always safe and secured. Bless her father as she is always a blessing to us. I pray for our sisterhood to have no end for I love her like a real sister too. Father, grant her a peaceful mind and lastly, please select the best for her as you direct her toward her future plans. Thank you Father.

-Bong hee moon gyu young. LOL! Cha

The less of hope, the hotter the love.

I would like to begin with questions:

1. Have you ever been rejected by somebody who you REALLY LOVE?

2. Have you ever dumped somebody who REALLY LOVE you? 

None of the questions sound easy to answer. Questions after a question follow. How do you love? Until when can you love? How did you know that you are inlove? How could you say that you are really loving somebody? On and on, never ending q&a's there.

Lately, Love has been driving me so crazy. And now i know, this is how you feel when someone dumped you. I thought to be away from him will stop the love, emotions and deep attachment i have for him. But no, I just love him harder. Although often I'm loosing hope. 

Dear God, 

First of all i want to say thank you for this period of my life. Certainly it deepens my understanding a lot and i'm learning through it. Just please always look after us especially to my wounded heart. I weep and weep. My heart is badly bruised. Father I pray to stop my heart breaking. I pray for everything between us to become fair, just and fine. For whatever reasons why you entrusted this cross to me father i will take it. Just give me an intense strength and more love. 

"Around the world people love, we sing for love and dance for love, we compose poems and stories about love, we tell myths and legends for love, we kill for love, and we die for love." 

Precious days

I have not written anything about my stories for awhile because of my busy schedule. Busy for my duties at home, busy for my language course, busy for the church. There comes a time when i felt like I had no enough time for myself to continue my passion of arts, photography and music. More often I miss my old life with some old people within. I've often wonder how are those people I care most does their life at the current time despite of their very tight sched at work, family and social activities. I'm honored to know that God has given me a lot of people here who could comfort me when loneliness and emptiness strikes. Who could give me much of their time just to encourage me to continue my life and to make me feel valued. I am blessed with these people who also stay in contact with me even if the only way is online; twitter, skype or g+. However I often think about this friend of mine who I thought would care for me the most despite, I am afraid I am wrong. My heart beats fast everytime I see his name or everytime i get the chance of hearing something about him.

Last week of April, the first winter experience of my life had come to end. My friend said it's very surprising that even though it's already spring time the weather is still not that warm. 

About a week ago, I went out and bike alone along this majestic place in Hellerup-Charlottenlund and as I've always been, I get more than a fascinated feeling of happiness. That feeling like you are living in a wonderland. All you get are fresh air, clean sorroundings, beautiful sky, beach, and forest. Only good mountains are missing here. 

I was a bit surprised as well when I saw some blooming cherry trees aside from watching dasies, lillies, roses and other flowers bloom everywhere. And in this little forest where I sat down on a bench?  That is where I witnessed the leaves slowly falling apart from the trees, gracefully swaying in the air and merrily rolls in the ground. After that I mum and took photos again.

Today I remember one person who gave me this kind of same feeling at the exact same date last year when we had a date. I always treasure wonderful moments we had. He is so special to me and still loving and praying for him despite. 

Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth. -Mark Twain